Yesterday I attended the induction session of my PGCAP. It was interesting today to have read my tutor Chrissi’s blog, in which she documents feeling a little bit nervous as well as excited. I saw only excitement!
The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt. Sylvia Plath.
Chrissi has also reflected on using creativity in the session and this was embodied in several activities we were invited to participate in. One was the blowing up of a balloon, and then popping it. This was to illustrate freedom to learn (I think) once restricting parameters are released. Knitting wool and needles were also available, to demonstrate that we are knitting a community of knowledge and then later we were challenged to build a vehicle with provided materials which was judged against criteria that hadn’t been made explicit to us. The purpose of this was to highlight that it’s difficult to work to your potential if the outcomes are not clear. We also learned that as a group we do not follow instructions properly, even those written in black and white. It’s reassuring to learn that I have assumed student role nicely.
I was not enamoured with these activities. I was less than enthused by the idea of them, the execution of them, and participation in them. Chrissi and Neil suggest that we must be open-minded in order to become more effective teachers and I do not dispute this one bit. But. I think that I might feel embarrassed and uncomfortable with this particular type of creativity in my classes purely because I don’t enjoy it myself. I’m more of a let’s get straight to the point kind of person and my learning style (if you subscribe to that kind of thing is a theorist/pragmatist).
I can see that having a multifaceted approach to teaching with a little bit of everything included is more likely to ensure that most of my students needs are met some of the time. Sooooooo, do I overcome every instinct that I have to run screaming from this type of activity or challenge myself to feal the fear and do it anyway? (I think that’s the title of a book).
I’m going to give it a go. I will have a teaching session observed by Chrissi who will given me feedback and help me to reflect on my practice. I promise I will have some cringeworthy but educationally sound activity included. Probably.
Other points of note from this session are: I must find out about QR readers, I will encourage students to use mobile technology in the classroom, I need a book about educational theories, I must work out how to send PDFs to my Kindle , I do enjoy learning and I never, ever, ever want to be responsible for teaching academics. Chrissi and Neil, I salute you.
The picture above is of my essential study items. These include module information and inspirational staionary. I do like stationary.
Lovely post, nice to hear someone share similar sorts of reservations and worries too, but like you I’m going to give it a whirl and see what comes…. putting PDF’s to your kindle is quite straightforward if you use the link below.
http://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/help/customer/display.html?nodeId=200493090
What I’ve found though is it’s easier to read on a computer screen than a kindle. Useful PDF readers I’ve used are Skim (Mac) or NitroPDF(PC)… happy to run through QR readers too, but there’s all sorts of fun toys to play with such as Evernote and Dropbox for example…
Hi Sarah,
This was an insightful post into how you experienced our first core module session.
I can see that the way the session was delivered made you think. This is really good. I would be interested to find more about what creativity means in teaching and learning and if there is just one type of it. You make a link to learning styles. Could you perhaps analyse this further linked to how we learn and how we teach and what this means for our practice? Think about being inclusive and how we can achieve this. What are the implications when we start labelling individuals who have certain learning styles or habits? You might also find useful to read about Multiple Intelligences by H. Gardner.
Having a focus in each reflection will help you to become more analytical. Decide which one this could be and then build your reflection around this using as you say one of the models you are already familiar with. Remember that it is important to explore options and identify actions through this process.
You have made a good start.
Chrissi
ps. Sarah, please remember for future reflections that the purpose of your learning journal is what you are taking away from certain experiences (your practice, observations and anything else you would like to comment on).
We will ask for feedback on our sessions at various points during the module. I hope you understand and that this is ok. Thank you.
Chrissi
Update: 22nd October 2011. I have a QR reader on my phone now, and I can even make my own fancy squares. I have PDFs on my Kindle and I have a book about educational theories. I am enjoying the PGCap and I think I am becoming more creative in my teaching. So far so good!